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I'm Feedah, going SEVEN-teen this coming December <3 I <3 U-KISS (Obviously), I <3 the people around me <3 There are plenty of things I detest in the world, They're usually at the top of my black list, So, I am not going to mention it.LINKS
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***No SCHOOL***
Thursday, July 30, 2009 .
As the title says...I have MC for today...Fever since last night...However,tomorrow I'll be back because I have N level MT oral.That...hmm..I can't describe in words...Not much to blog anyway...Won't be updating too much from now on...Why you may ask...Prelim is like next week therefore I am going to isolate myself at school library almost everyday after school...Bye...
RF
PS:You can either find me in the library or canteen after school...
Stressful life is only a start to a big change...
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 .
All I got to say is that,I got to be strong when facing the waves of mental and physical stress.Let's begin from last night.
I came home after meeting Siti.I had plenty on my mind.As usual,showered,ate then TV.Around 5pm to 7pm,I surfed the net.I came home around 3.30pm.Then the hell begins.I did my coursework for the final time and I finished it around 12 midnight.No,to be exact,I finished it 10 mins before 1am.The loading of the computer and everything was like 10 mins therefore,my lights off last night was at 1am sharp.
Earlier in the morning,I was woken up by my mama's alarm rooster.Damn irritating.It rang at 4.30am.Imagine only sleeping for like 3.5hrs.I have to stay up like for another 27hrs before I can go to bed.I am utterly exhausted.School was okay.*wonder*I never feel sleepy in school though.I had Ming Yi's lesson for the first and second period.It was alright.I did my filing so it was so bad.Than J.Tan's lesson was super slow.Too slow that I feel if I were to sleep,it'll be like sleeping for 2hrs.His period was the third and fourth period.The fifth and sixth period were Hady's lesson.I had to do a dialogue composition.I didn't finish it though.However,that kept me occupied.Than the seventh period was recess.As usual,slacked with Fatin in the library.We kind of talked crap loads of the time.I think that is the only time I can let the real me out.The eighth,nineth,tenth and eleventh period were Siti's lesson.The eigth,nineth period I spent my time in the kitchen,stoning most of the time.The tenth and eleventh period was spent in the Computer Lab 3.I did another few additions or rathe amended my coursework.Again.Passed it up and that's it.For assembly,my clas was the first few to experience the big fans in the hall.The assembly was painful to watch.When you did it,you got to face the music.Stayed in school until 5.45pm.Tutored Junior until 5.30pm then waited for Fatin and we went home together.Now blogging and then shutting the computer.Eyes can't take it anymore.Feels like collapsing any longer if I were to stay up.
RF
Confused...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 .
Today's activities was fine although the day went very slow.I reached school around 6.45am.Early right?Who cares.Had breakfast.Vico and egg,tuna sandwich.I head to class at around 7am sharp.Did some math wksht.No calculator so workings w/o answers will do.Secluded myself from the world with music.Blasted some MJ's music and read Harry Potter and Order of Phoenix;believe it or not,I read it like four times since I bought it.Geography was boring.Fahizal didn't come to school so yea.Mariana came in for the first period,then Hassan came in for the second.Poa was crap.Clueless.Was having a slight migraine and it irritates me.English was okay.I continued to read HP.By recess,was having the worse migraine.Never felt better at the moment.Slacked at library with Fatin.Talked some stuff.Migraine got even worse as maths approached to an end.I felt like collapsing when saying goodbye to Ming Yi.Physics was fantastic.Sng didn't come so Ang took over.Free period.Kind of.Wanted to sleep but head throbbed badly when I laid my head on the table.Since I was excited about Hp,continued reading.Met Siti after school.Talked some stuff and headed home.Reached home and showered,ate,tv and now blogging.While doing some stuff for Nlvl;Siti.
PS:I don't know if I should stay on or go next year.Staying on scared the shit out of me.Going off make me think twice.
Start afresh...
Monday, July 27, 2009 .
Last week was hell.I can't believe that I had to do about 7 tests.There were some changes to test schedules thus I only had to do about 5 tests.Even though the school prohibits more than 4 tests per week.However,we decided to keep quiet about it.I am looking forward to school because there is no TAF.Despite of me looking forward for school everyday,there is a part of me that dreads going to school.Okay,whatever it is.I have to be positive.
Also last week,I kind of had a hard time coping with school and housework.Yup,housework people.On my mind,there's plenty of school burdening problems,added with the problems from home.How desirable can my life be?I think,I argued with my family members thrice last week.There's a tinge of regret in me for arguing with them.On the brighter side,I managed to almost complete my part 1 FnN Nlvl notes.There's a part 2 that I'm looking forward to.Next up,this week,I got a pleasant surprise.I thought my Chemistry test was going down the drain but nope.It may not be that satisfying but I manage to grab myself an A2.Come on,it's only a point 40 marks.There's not much I got to say.
I'm sorry for not wishing anyone whose birthday fall this month or last month.I'm a passive person.My passive personality is a disadvantage to me.I don't have the courage to actually say it in person but I really wish you birthday girls a happy birthday.Hehe..Okay,got to go.
R.F
Dusty Blog
Monday, July 20, 2009 .
What a dusty blog this have become.Tsk..Okay.The main reason I didn't blog is due to my laziness.Is that how you spell it?Okay whatever.The other reason is that,there is not much to blog about.I rarely go blog hopping either.Been is a slight depression because of Micheal Jackson's death.I can't believe he's dead.My mind kind of immortalized him.Yup.However,I kind of managed to get out of it.You want to know how?I kept him immortalized in my heart and my mind.His songs are in my playlist.In my opinion,his songs have very deep meaning like Earth song.Yea.Okay whatever it is,I kind of used some of his songs for inspirations for my new stories.You know,like composition.Talking about compositions,I realised that I love writing and using my imagination to create new plots for future stories.I don't really think its day dreaming though.I don't even know where to classify it.Fatin too noticed it and kind of suggested that I go under filmography when I'm in Polytechnic.Under producer/director.I don't know.I need a consultant man!
Earlier today,I had my Chemistry and Malay test.My Chemistry is of course not that bad but maybe a satisfactory pass?My Malay.I think I can say ta-ta to it.I didn't do it properly.I was having a migraine and what do you expect,of course I never do it properly.I ate panadol extra after recess.During recess,I was eating in the library with Fatin and Dee.Chat and studied.Did Fatin's hair also.I didn't realise her got longer.Ms Rajpreet gave us topics during English.I chose topic 3:LOVE.It can be about anything.Descriptive,Narrative or argumentative.I chose this because I got two different plots to write and the best one,will be handed up.Fatin had some interviews for the upcoming president/vice-p for drama.She was with Rabia and Mr Johnson.So I was waitng in the library while thinking about new plots for my chosen topic.I was kind of almost developing it when I decided to go home.So yeah,now I'm blogging and maybe another few weeks will be another post.Got to shut the comp.Homework and revision.
PS:Get out of my sight!You disgust me!Can't believe I said that.*pouts*
Dead life?Who knows..
Saturday, July 4, 2009 .
I don't know if the title ever got to do with the contents or not.Maybe a little bit.Well,I seem a bit restless for the first week of school.My head was thinking "yea,whatever."I know I'm not supposed to be like that but I can't help it.I am thinking of giving my fullest concentration.No..give myself and my concentration a second chance next week.Thus I am going to rest thoroughly this week end and try to forget all my worries.I also got to say that I'm am 'dead'.As in no life...So everything will be changed next week.I am also not going to school on Monday.Youth day..FnN is okay.Handed up my stuff but via email.
Question:Should we give a 100% trust to the people around us?
Had a debate over this question with many people.Some say yes.Some say no.I am sitting on the fence.This is my opinion.No one can be trusted fully.I trust my friends yes but not 100%.Let's say about 60%.There must always be doubt.Current there ia a 'war' going on in school.Confrontation and whatever.You people should get it.Why don't people just take it as a misunderstanding.Yes whatever people say about you,why should you care?Like _____ ____,why should you care.The 'victim' may feel that her dignity may have fallen to the core as she admits that its not her.I know how that feels..being accused by the accuser...is it?yea whatever...It's rumours...RUMOURS!Mouth to mouth...Twisted story along the way..But my dear friend.That doesn't mean I'm not trusting your story.Whatever it is,I don't want and I don't want to care or involve myself in this 'war'...
PS:Get a move on if you think this 'war' is too much for you.Don't burden yourself with it.Why don't you just give in and apologize to both of them eventhough you yourself know you're not in the wrong.Whatever your choice is,I'll still be you friend.Eww..Cheesy man!
Unhappy day ahead
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Unhappy day ahead
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