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Moderation Persists...
Saturday, August 29, 2009 .
Hey peeps!Like the title says...Nowadays,the things that I do were unbalance.Lets take using the computer and studying for my upcoming paper as an example.Both these things were unbalanced hence moderation persists.
Okay,over the weekend,I barely did much.All I did was hog onto the net and surf all day.Other than that,I cleaned the house as per normal and slept for a short while.I rented four movies from a nearby rental shop near my home.Bring it on,Looney toons,School of rock and Madagascar.Old movies I know but I love Bring it on the best.Well,the lady by this post is Ariel Lin.The show I recommend is It started with a kiss and they kiss again.All is watchable on mysoju.Well,may be updating on the next blue moon...Lame!Da~~~
Ps:I don't get why thin people always contradicts fat ones.Materialistic sey..
Labels: Ariel, Lin, Materialistic, Moderation, Movie, Mysoju, Persists
Exhaustive periods....
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 .
Ramadhan is here to stay.I kind of can't wait for Aidilfitri though.Will you believe that during Raya is the only day I get to use my heels?Let's just say that heels are just my thing as compared to any other accessories that could be related to a female.My results were pathetic.My main goal now is to work harder for Maths as I would be facinga tough time getting into the institution if I were to fail.Worse still,I may not be going sec 5 or getting enrolled into any institution.Lately,I had been feeling lethargic.I get cold at times when others felt normal.I was not nervous whatsoever.Mind you,I get really cold when I am nervous.I brought my jacket for the past few day and that really helped me a lot.I also decided to return to the rightful path.I left the practice years back and now,he had showed me the light.I think,this is my only chance to change.
Let's talk about today.I went to school feeling really lethargic.I didn't eat anything during sahur.So yea,I only drank plain water and showered after that.In school,nothing much happened except for some ILD debating.You want to know what ILD means?I'll tell you in the labels.Initially,I planned to do a long term/hour of studying in Tampined Library but I backed out of the idea.I went back with Fatin,taking 66.Seroiusly,I hate crowded places especially busses.Okay whatever.I kind of had a few things going on in my head.Ain't gonna talk about it.I reached home and showered before taking an hour nap.Now,I am on the net blogging and then watching Inuyasha.Well,got to go..Got to prepare the breaking of fast food.Da~~
PS:My tummy's rumbling...
Labels: Debator, Islamic, Law, Lethargic, path, Ramadhan, rightful
Troubles far away****Enjoying life to the fullest...
Friday, August 21, 2009 .
Picture taken the day before the wedding.Sharmin,Azizah,Rafeedah
Yo peeps!!
Let's just start and end this post on a good note.My troubles seemed so far away and I am enjoying life to the fullest.I know my first N level paper is like two weeks away but I can't seem to give my fullest attention to my revision.My FnN was one of the few that was selected for the 'checking'.There are somethings that I find wrong with my coursework though but...Maybe...Nah,not going to mention it.Well,sorry Siti,my mind's all set for ITE..Sorry FnN peeps,if my marks were to bring you people down,I apologised.So,I checked out the criteria for the damn course,I have to pass maths A1-B4,English A1-B3 and best three subjects.How unlucky can my maths be.Like I have been mentioning in the past few posts,I sucked at Maths.Yup,I got a 'u' for my maths.
Therefore,I decided to give my best for N level because I believe that I can do it.I also have the confidence that I can pass it at least a B4.So,my 'timetable'...No,I don't follow timetables.Every weekend,may be spend in the regional library from 10am to about 4pm.Too long yes but I am the type of person to actually do my studying over long periods than for short periods. I tend to make my notes.This routine will start from tomorrow onwards.Tomorrow will be spend in Bedok RL.Yes,Bedok.Social studies notes for sec 3 must be done to about half.May be tired from writing but its for my own good.
Let's get on with the moments that happened today.In the morning,received a message from Fatin stating that she won't be attending school because of the high fever.So in school as per normal,kept some important stuff for her.I will be sending it to her tomorrow about 9.45am.During POA,I think that was the crappiest moment in my entire Sec 4 life.Gaby sat next to me.What a damn irritating B**t**D!!!He gives me the creeps.The rest of the day passed slowly.During FnN,I was told to set the content page and hand up.Why?I was one of the chosen idiots who have to pass the coursework for marking.I dread doing it for quite sometime but I kind of got over it when I was really into it.I was also asked to but some creams for my mum.So i walked down to Sheng Shiong to buy it.At the same time,I decided to but some Tuna cans and bread for my mum.I brought her some bread so she could bring it with her when she goes to work at night.I bus-ed home straight.When I reached the bustop near my house,it was raining heavily.I kind of took the chance to actually walk through the downpour.I have to do so because I was holding it in since school ended.When I reached home,yeah got nagged and as usual,showered and took a nap.Well,got to end it here,I am dead tired.
PS:When you got to go,you got to go.
Let's just start and end this post on a good note.My troubles seemed so far away and I am enjoying life to the fullest.I know my first N level paper is like two weeks away but I can't seem to give my fullest attention to my revision.My FnN was one of the few that was selected for the 'checking'.There are somethings that I find wrong with my coursework though but...Maybe...Nah,not going to mention it.Well,sorry Siti,my mind's all set for ITE..Sorry FnN peeps,if my marks were to bring you people down,I apologised.So,I checked out the criteria for the damn course,I have to pass maths A1-B4,English A1-B3 and best three subjects.How unlucky can my maths be.Like I have been mentioning in the past few posts,I sucked at Maths.Yup,I got a 'u' for my maths.
Therefore,I decided to give my best for N level because I believe that I can do it.I also have the confidence that I can pass it at least a B4.So,my 'timetable'...No,I don't follow timetables.Every weekend,may be spend in the regional library from 10am to about 4pm.Too long yes but I am the type of person to actually do my studying over long periods than for short periods. I tend to make my notes.This routine will start from tomorrow onwards.Tomorrow will be spend in Bedok RL.Yes,Bedok.Social studies notes for sec 3 must be done to about half.May be tired from writing but its for my own good.
Let's get on with the moments that happened today.In the morning,received a message from Fatin stating that she won't be attending school because of the high fever.So in school as per normal,kept some important stuff for her.I will be sending it to her tomorrow about 9.45am.During POA,I think that was the crappiest moment in my entire Sec 4 life.Gaby sat next to me.What a damn irritating B**t**D!!!He gives me the creeps.The rest of the day passed slowly.During FnN,I was told to set the content page and hand up.Why?I was one of the chosen idiots who have to pass the coursework for marking.I dread doing it for quite sometime but I kind of got over it when I was really into it.I was also asked to but some creams for my mum.So i walked down to Sheng Shiong to buy it.At the same time,I decided to but some Tuna cans and bread for my mum.I brought her some bread so she could bring it with her when she goes to work at night.I bus-ed home straight.When I reached the bustop near my house,it was raining heavily.I kind of took the chance to actually walk through the downpour.I have to do so because I was holding it in since school ended.When I reached home,yeah got nagged and as usual,showered and took a nap.Well,got to end it here,I am dead tired.
PS:When you got to go,you got to go.
To hell I'll go...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 .
Like the title says..I'm going to hell if I don't freaking hell get myself to buck up.I still have not checked the website for the course yet.I don't want to be in a situation in which I can't go up to sec 5 (definitely not my option) nor being uneligible for any particular course for ITE.My results was Disturbingly pathetic.I failed loads of them.Well,I'll update more tomorrow.Going to do some course researching.Da~~
PS:I'm so dead...I have to buckle up now.There's another 3 weeks to do some bucking up.JY...
Doomed...
Monday, August 17, 2009 .
Today's lessons went quite slowly.I admit that my efforts in staying awake most of the time were futile.Worst still,my results added to the flame of disappointment that I felt.I was terribly disappointed with myself because I can't keep myself on track in school.I meant that I can't keep myself from dozing off and slacking in class.Secondly,the results I received for my prelims were absolutely rubbish...No,it was not only rubbish but was uberly disturbing.My Chemistry was a just pass.My English?Tell me about it.In my entire life of education,I only remembered failing once or twice but not this bad.However,my Malay papers made up for the disappointment by an inch.I got an A1 at least.Congrats to Rabiatuladawiyah for topping the class.I never looked forward to topping the class as I enjoyed the 'wall of fame' willingly when I was in Primary school.Yes yes.There is this feeling of proud that lingers in you when you top everyone but its gone after sometime.I'm going off end of this year though so why should I care if I ever top the class or not.Well,congrats again Rabia.
After school,headed off to Bedok Interchange with Fatin.I wanted to go shopping for perfume.This was instructed by my mum.Thus,I can't run away from that task.We went to return the book she borrowed for me.I read it thrice over the weekend.A freak right?Then we headed of to the perfume shop and I bought some of it.About five types.She wanted to eat waffle so I accompanied her while she eats.We both headed home afterwards.Back at home,I kind of felt feverish so I took a quite shower and a short nap.So now,I'm blogging before I actually watch some Taiwanese drama.
PS:Make decisions wisely,live it if you must.Regret it,you musn't.
Bored to death....
Sunday, August 16, 2009 .
I may be going to the library tomorrow and I might end up at home around 5pm.I wanted to read this book "Gelora Asmara" by Haryani.It's a good book.I last read it during my Sec 2 years.That was a long time ago.Anyone care to follow me?I checked it out at Bedok and Tampines but let's just say that the book had gone with the wind.If the book's not there than I'd read some other books that captures my interest.Of course I won't be hurrying out of the library as soon as I step in of course.Let's just say that I get agitated when people who accompanies me willingly o course kept on pestering me on when we should go home.I hate it.Well,got to go.I want to listen to some music before continue reading the book.
PS:Cut me some slack.I may have not scored well for the damn prelim but I will ensure that I get a significant pass for my N level.
Troubles behind~~~New burdens to come
Saturday, August 15, 2009 .
That's done.Well,like I said,I had no plans with anyone so I kind of spent my first quarter of my morning cleaning the rubbish out of my room.Then the next quarter reading the book for like the second time.I don't know why but I kind of read it slower.Halfway through while listening to music and reading at the same time,I fell asleep.I'm not worried of an argument breaking out as I already did my part of the house chores.So here I am blogging after I ironed the 'few' pieces of clothes that belong to my mum,B, and myself."Few".So the last few quarters of this Saturday will be spent at my dad's house.Hey,I got to equally distribute my time between spending here at my mum's and at his.The fact that he's my dad can't be changed.Okay,will be off to his house around 6pm.Of course it can be postponed to 7pm.
What the title stated is,"Troubles behind and new burdens to come".I kind of got over the fact that she tried to pester me to stay for Sec 5 but seriously,I am not interested thus I am going off for my course.Maybe the direct entry scheme.I kind of ignored her now,no smiles whatsoever from me anymore.This is what you get for pestering me.The burden of my results for N level is heavy on my shoulders.The course didn't state how much point I have to get to be in it.However,it stated that the cut off points is 9.If I get nine,I would rather stay on and go off to JC.I think that was using the old system of L1B2 or something like that.My batch uses the new system of EMB3.I have to get my English,Maths and Best 3 subjects.If I don't get the exact points,I have to get myself registered as an N level private candidate.Nu-uh!This burden had been staying at the back of my mind since th day I decided to stop at N level and move for ITE."What if I get influenced?What will I do?"-----I kind of managed to keep it at bay,preventing it from actually busting my brains and getting me freaked out.I did by always saying "The driver is responsible for its wheels."If you don't get it,try and figure it out.I must have my own discipline in order to steer myself in the right way and on the right tracks.Okay so now,I will be forgetting all the burdens and just get a move on in life before the actual examination.For now,lets just say,I want to fly some kites.Enjoy myself...
PS:Discipline is a must in everyone.I have to persevere in whatever I do in order to achieve the thing I want.I'll see you people in life than...
Ending off on a good note...8)
Thursday, August 13, 2009 .
Today's papers went quite well.However~~~I didn't expect the FnN questions to be tough.Quite.Although I did study the book but the question really came out as a surprise.My POA was also rubbish.That's the only word I can use to describe it.Well,whatever.I decided to go ITE and that's final but I am trying my best for my N level before I actually go off.I don't want my four years in Damai going down the drain.Well,spent time with my dearest in Bedok library.Like finally,I managed to read the book that I read 4 years back.The book is well recommended.Well,I think I'll end today's post on a good note."Whatever that had happened cannot be change.It is best that we move on before it gets to us."
PS:People dread over things but they get over it almost immediately.Unlike them,those dreads stayed with me.
Let me spread my wings and I'll learn to fly.Don't keep me caged....
Rush of Adrenaline
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Let's just say that he made my day.Not boyfriend no.My brother,my beloved B.Okay whatever.The papers earlier today was moderately difficult.This includes the 'E' Mathematics paper.However,what made me happy was I managed to do the paper,maybe to a satisfactory level.Oh yes and I still have not decided to take which course when I'm in ITE.Leeyah also wanted to attend ITE next year.May be going to the same course as her.On the other hand,there is this nervousness and excitedness in me that made me jump around like a monkey.I just can't wait for the Direct Entry Scheme during the January intake.That scheme will allow me to go Higher Nitec next year.I wanted to go for Business and Service (Tourism).The modules attracts me.Plus,I will be able to learn Mandarin and Japanese.TO be in this tertiary industry,I have to be BILINGUAL.I can't wait.Well,got to end it here.I have to watch 4 more anime episodes before opening my FNN text and damaging my brain with it.If I don't,SHE will repeat "YOU BETTER STUDY YOUR THEORY FOR N LEVEL.I DON'T WANT YOU TO REPEAT YOUR NLEVEL!"
Daa~~~~
PS:I am aiming for full marks and if I do so,stop your repetition of the same thing.I am getting sick of it.Hah.Repeat N level huh.I am going off end of this year and repeat my n level!?What a joke.You got to start seeing the light of ITE.Its not all that bad despite of the type of students of course.My brother,B,received the outstanding award of the cohort.ITE Simei.Why,he maintained a four point gp or something like that...Congrats...
Busy,busy...
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 .
Dead blog since the last post.I was kind of lazy to update the blog.On the other hand,I was busy with my prelim papers.Most of the papers are done.What's left now are FnN *dreaded subject*,"E" Mathematics*Can't wait*,POA paper 1*Ugh* and Physics*Bursting with adrenaline*.
I really expected all the papers to be difficult but some of them were not that un-do-able.Chemistry paper was also not that tough but how in the world can I actually forget the format of blast furnace....Dumb-dumb.Let bygones be bygones.Did I say it right?I'm going to update my other blog in a short while.I really hope there are more readers to it.Why?I ain't going to tell.I'm getting really frustrated when people tried to stop my decisions.I know what I'm doing is stupid but I feel that my future lies there.Not in Damai.No offence but I can no longer adapt to this lifestyle.I want to do something practical."You better study your theory."This was told to me like for the third time in this year?I get very irritated when people repeat what I already know."You better study your theory.I don't want you to repeat N level."I don't get it.Repeat N level!?I am going off next year and you say you don't want me to repeat N level!?Is this a joke?Get real.I am going off next year so why do I want to repeat my N level FnN?I don't get her...She doesn't seem to understand English...I already planned my future.Kind of.Brief of it to be exact.I want to get into a course like hotel management or film and media.Either this or that.Get on with studies and I'll see what my course takes me to in life.Got to end it here.
PS:ITE is not the end of life.It's only the beginning.You people have not seen the 'light' yet.Narrow-minded.Whereas,some others are just trying to get me to stay on in Sec 5 for the benefit of themselves,Yes you.You know me very well but you are trying to intervene on my decision.It does not work that way honey.I've been in peer pressure and that does not work anymore.I don't fall for it.Intervene one more time and I make sure you'll regret it.Daa~~~
Troubles...
Monday, August 3, 2009 .
This blog must be very boring huh..No pictures,just words.Okay whatever.The day went just right earlier on.There was no p.e as Anthony was unwell.Then had mother tougue..Boring..No amusing scenes whatsoever.Hady told a few people to create sentences.I finished it within 15mins of the whole two periods.Then had social studies.I didn't do any revision.Slept,read the textbook and just stone.Recess was as usual,spent time in the library doing nothing.Ate sandwich bought when I reached school around 7am.Went back to class afterwards and drank green tea.Sherlyn came and went through chemistry papers.I didn't even bother to copy down.Stone.I usually stone when I am tired.Then Rajpreet came in for English.Got back papers.Stone some more.Went through formats for report and letter writing/formal letter.I was stoning again when a flying cockroach landed on Saiful's back.Yup.He tried to whack it of but to no avail.It kind of dropped to the floor and yea.Crawled to my direction and I was shocked so all I could do was stand and back away slowly.He took tissue and squeezed it before throwing out the window.That's the only entertainment for the day.I also got a message from Siti.More mistakes.Have to edit.Like I said,I ain't gonna edit again whatsoever.Told her I was going off end of this year.Thanks for the concern but my decisions are final.People say I am a potential straight A student but I can't adapt to this type of studying anymore.After school,spent time with junior.He was sick and I swore to kick his butt if I were to fall sick within 4 Aug - 14 Aug.Explain or rather cleared his doubts about sec 2 history.Sef-studied until 3.15pm.Then I bus-ed home.Continued to stoned occasionally in the bus.Slacked at home until now.I'm off to study my social studies.Have to get the notes ready by tonight have to return the book to Leeyah.Thanks girl.
Tmr Schedule:
1)Comple El papers
2)Change to home clothes
3)Study at Tamp library-Nice ambience
4)Bus home around 7.45pm
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Prelims
Saturday, August 1, 2009 .
Let's start with yesterday.I had my mother tougue Nlvl oral yesterday.Frankly speaking,it was not too hard but I was shocked with the conversation topic.*Direct translation*"What movie did you like watching either in the theater or at home?What did you learn from it?" Seriously,I was not expecting it.I was expecting something like this."Do you have any dreams or ambitions to direct a movie?Why?"...I told them about a malay movie in the black-white pictures.Umm..Ali Baba and the 40 thieves.I told them that as human beings,we should not be greedy.Greediness will only lead to our destruction.We should always be thankful with whatever we have currently.I ended it there.However,I made an embarrasing exit.Nope.I did not trip what-so-ever.I pulled the door too hard.Bang!That shocked the crap out of me.Okay whatever.On the brighter side,I wasn't nervous like my English Nlvl oral.I was calm.
Rewind...Rewind...Before oral...
I went off with Dee after lesson ends.She wanted her composition as soon as possible.Therefore,we met Ms Rapreet Kaur.Well,Ms Rajpreet agreed to give it to her but we have to wait.That was how I ended up outside the staffroom.The weather was fine therefore,I wasn't sweating so much.Initially,I wanted to go to the library to study but this interupted.I accompanied Dee.Later,we were joined by Yu Xian and Ling Qing.We don't really talk though.Yu xian did his test,Ling Qing completed a few worksheets.Ms Rajpreet came out and we talked and talked till 1.50pm.We excused ourselves and headed to the third floor to fetch Hidayu.The three of us then went to AVA room.Went for oral.After oral,we joined Ms Rajpreet again.We helped key in the class test results then Dee and I headed home.Kind of.I went to the library at Tampines before Dee joined me.Yup..She went home to change and get stuffs.I reached home around 8.10pm but I didn't enter the house.Not because I was afraid.I had no key.Thus,I spent my time waiting outside the backdoor like a pathetic idiot.My bad.The slept.
Today was okay.I woke to find out my LG secret screen had shattered.Damn.That really made my day.*Sarcastic tone*Then surfed the net until 12pm before doing the laundry and meeting Dee.Initially,we planned to go to airport to study but I changed it cause I was lazy to go to airport.We met at Food Culture instead.Tampines,Century Square.Studied the she went off at around 4.15pm.She had some family stuffs to do.I headed to the library and studied until 7pm.Ate carrot cake and chicken nugget while walking towards the library.I must be some geek huh.I reached home around 8.10pm.Now I'm blogging than I'm going to study.Again.
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