WELCOME ABOARD!
The rebirth of my blog <3 I don't care if you hate my blog whatsoever, If you do, there's always the doorway for your exit. Araso? Well, other than that, Just to mention, this is MY BLOG, Therefore, they are my says. :)
PROFILE
I'm Feedah, going SEVEN-teen this coming December <3 I <3 U-KISS (Obviously), I <3 the people around me <3 There are plenty of things I detest in the world, They're usually at the top of my black list, So, I am not going to mention it.LINKS
LINK LINK LINK LINK LINK LINK DORKISTIC DESIGN CHATSPACE
Get your CBOX here.ARCHIVE
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
November 2010
THANK YOU
LAYOUT:dorkistic
IMAGES:asianfanatics
HOST:blogger
WELCOME ABOARD!
Please support Dorkistic Design by promoting our site and feel free to request from us if you need any custom blogskin. Have a nice day![put your welcome message here]
Monday, October 26, 2009 .
Here comes yet another problem.Just as I thought.Mum wants me to be in 'O'.I am kind of tired of this type of studying.Classroom based you know.I don't know about ITE though but I want something more practical.Based on what I am doing for my career.I am at lost.Sorrowful abyss is waiting with open hands.Nah...'O's or ITE?Who knows...
PS:The black abyss is where I seek refuge.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 .
The whole day seemed to pass by slowly.That was unexpected,I guess.It could be to the fact that I was not enjoying myself.I kind of rot the whole day infront of the tv set.Ugh.Well,yesterday was fun.I went on a picnic with Dee.It may seem kind of stupid to others but I enjoyed myself though.I don't know about her but it was for me.The topic for camping kind of came up in the conversation and I kind of thought about going camping around December area.Everyone I know is invited but the thing is,I have not planned it properly.I think if this works out,this camp would be my first real camp in the entire life.Yea so anyone who had me linked,I would really appreciate you guys joining me.Well,that could be discussed later on.The tagboard would be put up soon.Idk when but soon.Let's just say,I want to have this camp like a farewell thinglah.Like I said,I would be leaving for ITE.Well,its either camping or chalet.Idk.Well,just to update you people.
PS:We need two hands to clap.When we have found our life partner,we would know.We love 'em and we're being loved in returned.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 .
I am officially on holiday currently.Like finally.However,I found it quite depressing to leave the school.Yes,depressing.It had been my second home after all.Despite of the ups and downs of being in that school,it had been quite an experience for me.The last thing that could make me happy was the module.They took the students in T&H to EL TORO Restaurant.Took some pictures et cetera.Other than that,there's not much happening.I also found myself confident in whatever I do."What you do in anything is what you do in everything."I will remember that for life.Earlier today,I had the X-country.DO you know how pathetic it was.The student body was like roasted chicken the whole way throughout the event.It wasn't that hot until around 9am.We were told to sit out in the sun whereas the staffs sit in the tentage.How pathetic can it be?Despite of being exempted from running I still went for it.I didn't run but I thought the damage done by walking was minor but it was severe.I limped all the way.It didn't look like I was limping as I forced myself to walk like I was normal.My ankle became swollen.Both.Apparently,the damage done from the multiple sprains that were distributed throughout four years wasn't healed completely.Damn.Well,shall end it here now..Da~~~
PS:I am going to miss most of my classmates..*sob sob*
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 .
Finally,I completed the Tourism and Hospitality module in school.Frankly speaking,I wasn't sure of what I wanted to do after my N level.I thank Allah for allowing me to finally lift my burden off my shoulders.I have decided that I am going to delve further into this industry.I am going through the basics via ITE.From there,I would work after I receive the appropriate certificate and I really hope I could get a job with it.Of course I WILL save up.Save up until I will be able to afford the BMC Academy fees for the Tourism/Hospitality course.I wish to be a GM when I enter the industry.Well,I want to end it off here because I have other stuffs in school.Da~~~~
PS:Life has many obstacles that we would face and we have to overcome it one by one with or without anyone's help.I did and now I feel very light hearted.Despite of the many obstacles that I faced,there are people out there I should thank and one of them is Mr.Vincent,my instructor for the module.I don't have other means on how to thank you.Thanks a million
Saturday, October 17, 2009 .
Back again for yet another post.Trying not to post about something emotional this time round or I'm gonna be dead.Well,since I officially graduated from the school,I actually am very worried about my future studies.I am going for ITE since the BMC academy does not allow CPF payments.I understand that it is a private institiution hence they don't accept those type of payments.Despite of what Vincent made me go through last Friday,I am still nervous about my interview for the T&H in the ITE.I have to be in an interview in order to get myself a place in the course.Nevermind,I shall find a way around it.Okay,that's done.I received my sahre of the monthly income yesterday so tomorrow is the day I release my shopping freak.Nah,kidding.I would only be buying books and that's that.What would you expect from a book freak who completed her Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows in a matter of less than a week.Okay,my day had been terrific as I managed to read the book that Fatin borrowed me.Just celebrated Dad's B'day earlier on.So I think I'll end it here as I have lots of other things to do on the net.
PS:So much to do yet so little time.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 .
Yeah,I'm back.Listening to Sejati by Wings while blogging.Well,my graduation ceremony collided with my B's birthday.After school,headed off with Fatin to get him a cake.The cake was great and just the right size.Whatever it is,I enjoyed today thoroughly.Why,Vincent made my day and my actions were not what I expected.During the module,to build our confidence level,he told us to walk from point A to point B using one action (walking while waving etc.) and I walked fast while holding my hand out like a superman but pointing it towards thr right.As for point B to point A,I ran like a mad woman with my hands held up high and waving vigorously.You people should imagine it.I just could not believed I did it.I am anti-social and I don't have that much self-esteem and low self-confidence.I get very shy whenever I have to perform or present something of sort.I despise those moments but after what happened today,I felt that I gained some confidence.Maybe it is still too early to say but since I am going to the T&H industry,I have to be able to approach and be approachable.Well,I got to say that this is thanks to Vincent.I owe him that much.As for the graduation ceremony,it was sentimental.I felt relief as I won't be a student in that school anymore.However,behind the feeling of relief,there is this tinge of sadness.Why you may ask.Damai had been my second home.Despite of the times when I was lazy to attend school and dreaded the whole day,I was still at my comfort zone.I am used to the environment and I would like to thank the staff in school,teachers especially for guiding me towards the end of my Secondary education and that I would never forget the moments I had which included the nad and good ones.Thank you.Then went back to Mom's house and played with Scarlett until I went back with B to celebrate with Dad.Now I am in the Lan centre using the computer to blog.Duh..Well,I'll end it here.For now.
PS:What you do in anything is what you do in everything.Your attitude is reflected in everything you do and it affects the type of result and impression that others have on you.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 .
As stated in the latest post...I am currently elated with my current situation after the exams and stuff.What I never knew I desired came rushing at me like the killer waves,Tsunami.Maybe that is exagerated but I am atating facts.However,despite of the happy front,I never knew of the dread that I felt I had left weeks ago.I was wrong.The unbearable dread was too much too handle that I shed tears for the first time in weeks earlier in the day.I won't state why or what made me shed tears.I never would disclose it but maybe to B,I would but not now.It's not the right time.Love really made people change huh.Love made her changed so much that it hurts to even think about it.To think about how much she changed in a matter of 2 months.It really hurts me deep inside.If she ever come across my blog,I really do hope that she understands the pain that I went through while posting this.All I wish is,she could have a nice life ahead with the man as I won't say a thing.
Okay,today was an exceptional day.I had the electives earlier and I was actually at most content after I completed the elective.Some parts of it of course.I went home learning a ton of things that I never knew before.That'll be a lie if I state that I never knew.Like a saying made by someone. "What you do in anything,is,what you do in everything." I knew the meaning of it in the very beginning but I never did voice it out.I am a very shy person okay.It had soemthing to do with attitude.When you do something positive or had positive thoughts even before you attempt something,it would turn out positive.For example,you may be facing a major test next week and now,you have a positive mindset towards your revision,there would be no doubt about your passing in the test.However,my thinking of the quote was slightly different.It was the same in the attitude thing but mine was like the positive attitude that you practice would soon be a habit and that whenever you are doing somthing,you would be positive about it.It's hard to change a habit.I also learnt about the benefits of Tourism and Hospitality.I am now very sure of pursuing T&H after I end school.Yup.It may not be something related to English Literature whatsoever but it is something that made me have passion for.I am in love with that industry and I want to pursue it.Well,I'll end it here people.Will update soon enough but I don't know when.
PS:What you do reflects on your attitude and impression of others towards you.
Labels: Elated
Monday, October 12, 2009 .
Finally I could take a deep breath.My life since a week before the exams had been hell.Now,with a breather,like finally I could feel my desires seeping into my brains and mind.I wanted to do one hell of stuffs that I don't know where I should start.I started with a going down to the Lan centre at my estate.Its been the second time I been here and I reaLLY RECOMMEND the people living nearby to have a go at the computers.The price were considerate and the internet connection was fabulous.Even my back at home internet connection were not this fabulous.
One of the things that allowed me to take a breather was the ending of my Nlvls.Yup.let's just say that I am very happy to finally complete my N levels although I don't really deserve a round of applause.My work was next to terrible.Oh yes,earlier on today Fatin came over for a bit.She helped me shift my clothes to my dad's house.Living the house was next to painful but I had no choice since she wanted me out of the house.I shed bloodied tears but nothing could make time rewind.If only it could,I wish none of it happened,Oh yes,she helped me to keep my stuffs and we talked for quite a bit.One advice darling:Do take other people's opinion on what you should do.However,what matters most is you should do the thing that you think is right.You should not have doubts about your motive.If you think he is the right man for you,go for it.However,put in mind that he did tell you not to put high hopes on him.Remember that babe.Good Luck on your outing.
PS:Enjoyment comes after I had strived through the examination.I am gonna be a Damai Sec Graduate on 15 October 2009.However,no celebrations for me.Btw,happy advanced B'day B.May you have a good time in NS..hehehe....
Saturday, October 10, 2009 .
Blog turn dusty after sometime...Well,for once i can't say that i was lazy...Lots of things had been happening simultanously that i had a hard time keeping up...Despite of all the different problems i faced,i believed it made me much stronger than before it all happened...My nlvl had been crappy alright...Seriously speaking,i don't think i stand a chance with maths...My back up plan is to take maths again for nlvl if lets say,i don't get a passing mark for it...Alright people,i'll end it here...
PS:Blogging via phone is not bad...INQ!