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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 .
Now,I'm blogging again.Just after a few days.Recently,there had been a debate about Ris Low.Is that how her name's spelt?This is my opinion.Singaporeans are making fun of her just because of the way she speaks.Like bikini to 'bigini'.SO what?Some people have troubles pronouncing certain words.I too have some trouble pronouncing some words.Like some Indians who have thick Indian accent, the word 'V' is pronounced as 'W'.What made it worse was that these people teased her about the way she speaks.I really don't get it.It's as if their English is really superb that they can reprimand and make fun of the way people who have difficulties in their pronounciation.If they think that their English is superb and that they can make fun of these people,why don't they attempt something like a beauty pageant?Ris has the ability to win the pageant despite of the way she talks.However,it was stated in the newspaper that her English got better during the interview.Well,that's my opinion anyway.Accept it people,you guys are no better than a sore loser that teased people of the way they talk or their lacking qualities.Why not you people check yourselves out in the mirror before reprimanding people of their lacking qualities?
Well people,I'm done here.Well,Ris,I'm sure that there are other opportunities for you to blossom in the entertainment industry.
PS:At least she's pretty unlike some people who makes fun of her.May be blogging soon.Around Friday maybe..Da~~
Labels: Retards
Another day in School
Sunday, September 27, 2009 .
Currently in school using the school computer.Yeap,school computer.Since I won't be going back early,I'd rather spend my time at school using their computer.I also made up my mind to stay up in school until 9pm today.Okay,today was quite a harsh day.The throbbing in my head was really intolerable.In addition,Yap gave me more worksheet.Ugh.So,after blogging,I would most probably complete my junior's notes.Or to put it in a better term,I would complete my time explaining the terms that he had doubts about.So got to go...
PS:Troublesome is the word.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 .
Ja~~~Blog Ownwer---Study Spree__No updates for the time being...
Rafidah
Labels: Hiatus
New Skin..
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Seemed cheery hah...Storm beneath the calm waters.I decided to search for a new skin as my previous skin went coo-coo..I just found out how tiring it was in order to search for a new skin.Came across this skin as I was surfing through the site.Found it nice and did some changes to my settings et cetera.Now,I'm at mum's house blogging before ironing her shirt.Yes,ironing her shirt.Then I'll be heading off to dad's house.
Let's talk about today.I woke up extremely late.At around 5.45am and showered et cetera and went out of dad's house around 6.30am.School was super hilarious.Seriously speaking,school had been utterly enjoyable since I sat bhind Ronnie and Wei Hao.Of course I sat beside my girl.Won't update more about school.Had school and headed home with Fatin.Reached da's place around 2.15pm.Took my bike to mum's place and now,going to stop blogging.I have to study so may not be blogging again for quite a while.I mean it this time.Seriously,I have to stop blogging before B gets angry...He wants the computer and I'm hogging again.Well,got to go...Another time then..
PS:The councilling session I had was kind of helpful.Cyber-councilling sessions are fun..
Labels: Calm, Depressed, Distaught, Lethargic, Saddened, Storm, Waters
Left downhearted...Again
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 .
I just found out last night that she doesnt want to take care of me anymore.Haha..Lol...Thought it was otherwise as I was back to normal with her.We talked like we used to.However,when I thought about it again,there is this air of awkwardness whenever we're in the same room or in a conversation.She didn't gove a the house keys.Hence,I now know what she really wants.Maybe,if I just shift out..It would be for the better...However,on the brighter side of life,I seemed to be changing slightly after that unfortunate event.I can't promised anything but I will try my best to return to he right path.I'll end it here.Won't be blogging for the next couple of days.Maybe...
PS:I am in a distraught condition now.I have problems hence I can't help out others with theirs.Sorry...
Labels: Distaught
Hari Raya!
Sunday, September 20, 2009 .
I'm sure my close girlfriends will know about it.I am not celebrating raya fully this year.I feel downhearted though but what to do?Since mama does not want to celebrate it,I son't feel like it.So,I officially am staying at my dad's place.I don't know until when but I am very sure that I would be staying there for quite a period.However,mama is still my mum hence I must visit her every now and then.Like now,only this is compulsory as it is Hari Raya.Aunty asked me out for an outing but I declined as I wasn't in the mood.They went out so late thus my mood turned sour.Okay,well,got to go.I don't feel like blogging for the next few days.I won't be seeing the computer for a few days until Wednesday and Friday.Therefore,my post will be twice a week.Or maybe thrice.Got to go.I have tons of chores to do before I actually can return to my dad's place.
PS:I bored.SOmebody care to help me clean my mama's house!?
Labels: Bored, Downhearted
Depression persists!
Thursday, September 17, 2009 .
Like the title says,depression came full force at me recently.The matter of fact that it happened,was like a blow to my head.A blow made from a very close person.Worst still,I had not been having enough rest recently.My body was like awake whereas I was asleep at that point of time.
Good news people...I would be celebrating Hari Raya alone this year.Only when I am off visiting my mother's relative.While on my father's relative side,I would be celebrating with him.You might want to ask why but I won't elaborate on this matter.I'll like to give my thanks to Fatin and Dee for their support and encouraging words.Thanks guys.I don't know how long this depression will stay.I will try my best to look for treatment soon.Bye..
PS:Thought we could stay together like a family.I was wrong.I admit that I was wrong but it's up to you to remain this.It might be for the better.
Labels: Clueless, Depressed, Downhearted, Lethargic
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 .
Yes,as you can see.There ain't no title in this post.Firstly,I can't think of any title.Secondly,I don't think I can come up with a title.Oh yes,Did I ever mentioned that I went of to JB last week?Sunday to be exact.I didn't buy anything other than the pastries and some Tshirts and Jeans that belonged to my brother,B.Since I was fasting,I ended up breaking my fast as soon as I reached home.The temperature or rather,the heat in Malaysia was much higher and hotter as compared to Singapore.
I went out of the house and met my grandma and cousins at Golden Landmark taxi stand.We headed off to the customs via taxi.First stop,Woodlands checkpoint.After the customs,the jam was terrible.I felt like walking.Maybe,walking is much faster.Second stop,we went to the JB checkpoint.Damn that immigration officer.Banyak songey sey.I kind of fell asleep while waiting to pass the checkpoint.Now the adventure begins.
We went to Angsana after getting a taxi.Frankly speaking,I don't think I could ever get used to travelling.No offence,I still prefer Singapore.We went to Angsana to buy some dry pastries.Yea right,some.My mum ended buying dry pastries worth up to 95RM.I saw a pair of heels,killer heels to be exact in one of the stores.Frankly speaking,buying branded goods in Malaysia,in my opinion is much cheaper.However,I didn't buy one and will be buying one this Friday.Next stop,Kota Raya.I went in search for my baju raya but not a single type of set caught my eye.Then we went to the secon floor and bought another set of pastries worth of more than 200Rm.Plenty hah.We bought jeans and T shirt for my B.
Seriously speaking,I became a carrier that day.My arms ached as soon as I reached the taxi stand.Ugh,well got to go.I didn;t managed to snap photos as my battery went flat.Stupid phone!I will snap good photos the next time I go on a short trip to another country again.Really got to go now.Siti's making her rounds.I'll be nagged at if she knows I'm blogging.
PS:My head is banging the soul out of me.
Dying of Boredom!!!
Friday, September 11, 2009 .
The first part of N level was done and I am currently dying of boredom.Oh yes,I had math lesson yester with Yap Ming Yi.Algebra,frikly speaking,I find it stupid.Whoever created it must be a total freak.This whole week had been quite ravenous for me.Fought with mum,bro and then coolig down and fighting again.On the other hand,I helped my mum with the fest.cookies.I love cookies.So later will be off to dad's house to spend the night there.HGaving late night instant maggiwe even if he does like it.Rebellious hah..SO I kind of blog-hopped to unknown blogs earlier on.I found a website.I know I am not supposed to believe in it whatsoever but I find this kind of thing fun.So try it out people.Well,got to go.Got to finish my chores before headinf to dad's house.
Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quizzes
PS:Patriotic and Spontaneous huh..Wonder what that means.Nevermind,shall do some look ups later..
'N'lvl's unbearable burden
Monday, September 7, 2009 .
I can't believe that I took my N level mother tougue paper earlier today.Talking about the paper,I was shocked to find some parts of it easy whereas others were difficult and tedious.Paper 1 came as a total shock to me as I was expecting a plot that I was used to writing.I chose question 6.Not a love story though.*Disappointing*Paper 2 went by like the wind.Okay,there were frictions in some places but other than that,it was okay.Atually,I don't know what came over me.I actually cycled to school all the way from Circuit Rd.I can't say that it is that far but what made it felt far was the seat that caused my bum to feel painful.Cycled to school at 6:12am and reached school at 6:45am.Tomorrow will be one hellish day.First paper starts at 8:00am and ends at 8:30am.Then there is a 5 hour gap to the next paper.Social Studies will be up next at 2:00pm.It will end at 3:30pm.Well,wish me luck people.
PS:I have never been good in social studies.Well,got to give my best right?*Prays to Allah*
Labels: Lethargic
Panicking
Thursday, September 3, 2009 .
Now I am currently in the school computer lab.Supposingly,I was halfway through with my FnN essay but then I felt very unsatisfied with it that I ended up not saving it.So yeah,now I am slacking.I am kind of joining a few students slacking.Well,yesterday was a very 'special' day for me.Let's just say that I got suspended for not bringing my thermometer.Maybe suspension is a harsh word to describe it.Quarantine will be better.However,I am very grateful with the opportunity of being suspended.This was mainly because I wanted to do my own self study since the start of the week.On the other hand,I didn't bring enough material to occupy myself.I started doing my notes at around 8am.I ended up sleeping at around 12pm.That was four hours worth of studying.I waited for Mdm Yap but she didn't turn up hence I ended up going home.My head was throbbing like hell when I reached home.Actually,I was pissed with everyone around me.Firstly,I didn't have anything to begin the fast with.I was hungry.Secondly,I was suspended for not bringing my thermometer.That I felt was crap.Thirdly,my B irritated the hell out of me.I kind of got out of the pissed off state later in the day.I enjoyed myself in the kitchen with B.We cooked chilli macaroni.I had doubts about the taste but it was not bad.The rest of the day went as per normal.Now,my brain is making plans on how to get about going home.I want to go home quick.Well,got to go...Siti's coming!!
PS:Lecturer???Maybe a lecturer in English Literature.Who knows...
Calm waters----Tsunami beneath...
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 .
Lately,I had been thinking about my future.Frankly speaking,I have no motive in this current life I am leading.I don't have any dreams that I can hold on to in order to continue my studies.Actually I did but that was years ago.I came up with the dream of becoming a manager of a hotel but come to think of it,the salary may be good but during a recession?I may living of my savings account.I do know that,that is a big risk that I have to take when I become a manager of a hotel (tourism industry).So I was at lost last night..Until...I thought of my ambition to become a lecturer in a University.I dreamed of being one when I was young.AT that point,I don't know what I'm going to master in.History,Science?However,when I thought of it last night,I wonder if there is such a thing as being a master in English Literature.Hence,I consulted Fatin for her opinions and of course I am taking it into consideration.Thanks girl.I am also going to consult Sis for her opinion.Afterwards,I will then make my decision at the end of the year.Well,got to go...
PS:I'm at lost....LOST!!!I have to make the right decision as I will be walking the path later on..Taskete....Adieu!!