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Thursday, May 28, 2009 .
I know I have not been updating for the past feew days.Yeah..I must be such a lazy bum.Yeah right..Too lazy too update..Why?I have been going back and forth from the new house to the old one.Whatever...
Well,for the past few days...I don't really remember what happened but I remembered clearly what had happened yesterday.27 May 2009.F&N practical was uberly exhaustive and it ruined my day.I repeat,RUINED my DAY!!!Guess what,I cooked 'supposingly' for dishes before the invigilator says that my dishes are considered as only 3.Before the practical,I showed her my recipes and she said it was okay but after presenting my dishes,she said it is considered as 3.I was so pissed off when she said that I have to cook 2 more dishes tomorrow,29 May 2009.Just imagine that.I have been busy for the past one month getting my coursework done,packing my stuff into boxes,and for the past 2 weeks before the exam,I am very busy cleaning the new house.Do I look like I have that much time to actually try out the dishes at home.The answer is NOOO!!!Just now became busy by carrying the stuff into the new house.
Yea...Carrying the new stuff.Thus,I didn't go to school.The school I am in...Let metell you people this,The rules suck!!!Okay,I have very bad language.Forgive my crudeness.Whatever...Last night,I messaged Dee to inform that 'precious' form teacher of mine of my absence from school due to the shifting of house.Guess what,thanks to her 'angry' voice,I think,Dee's upset with me.The message that I receive from Dee at 1.45pm:"I meant that she said that such excuses aren't acceptable anymore."I was like what the hell.I told fatin about it and she agrees with that teacher.
Okay,let me ask.The principal set such rules to prevent students from playing truancy.Okay,I think it works.Howevr,shifting house is a good idea of an excuse.I am financially not well so I can't hire people to clean and shift the things can I?That's the first thing.Secondly,what if most of my cousins don't really give a damn about me shifting house and they don't want to help willingly?Thirdly,I HAVE TO SHIFT AND CLEAN THE HOUSE WITH MY MUM AND BROTHER ONLY DAMMIT!!There's only 3 of us.What do you expect?The only people who helped are Abang Boy and Kak Ina.Will that amount of people able to allow me to go to school just now?FYI!!They only come around in the evening.Do I look like I have a choice?I n't think so.Do you people think THAT the rules set are fair towards 'unfortunate' people like me?I don't know.Ugh..Thanks MRS.____!
I have been trying to face my fears of cockroaches but I still failed.My efforts are in vain.Haha...Well,I think I am going to cook lasagne and cheesy spaghetti bolognaise tomorrow...Want or don't want,I still have to do it right.Let's look forward to tomorrow...Once the house is ready,I'll upload the pictures of the before and after of the house's looks..
PS:Why is the world so unfair?It's not like I purposely not want to go to school right?Whatever lah kan.I am tired of it.FYI,I think I may have lost interest in my studies...
Update for the Miss Days
Friday, May 22, 2009 .
Yea..I know..I wasn't considered lazy to update but I was considered as extremely busy.Like the title says...
Wednesday
Nothing much happen.I passed my Social Studies.Not that good but at least its a pass right?Okay whatever.I forgot the timetable for this week.After school,I went straight home.I think that I am one of the few that reached the bustop first.I took 22 and bus-ed to Paya Lebar.I was super exhausted when I reached home.Did some house chores and that's it.
Thursday
I think I spent my time in the library during recess.I didn''t want to go down firstly because of my slightly sprained ankle and secondly because of the huge crowd in the canteen.I think I had Geography and I was super shocked that I pass my exams.I was not that particular of my Goegraphy.I also went home straight after school with Dee,and I reached home in 1 hour or so.Same thing goes.The only thing that is special for the day is that my mum cooked my favourite dish.Leafy Vegetables in White Soup.I really don't know what the dish is called in English so I just named it anyhow.In malay,Gulai Lemak Pucuk Ubi.My favourite.Okay,whatever.
Today,Friday
I was so exhausted from yesterday's new house cleaning.I forgot to mention it.The house was Cockroach filled!!!!My greatest phobia!!!The house is in terrible condition.God knows how they managed to live in it.Well,Abang boy and Kak Ina came over to help scraped the damn weird colour,yellow of the wall.Well,I think I will manage to get rid of the phobia because it's ground floor.It has the main bin beside the door so Cockroaches are bound to appear.EEWW~~~Thus,I skipped school.Of course under my mum's agreement.I woke up at 0845am.Cleaned the room and then started packing the utensils needed to clean the house.I am happy but the scraping of paint had left my right writs slightly painful.However,despite of the tough job,I got to know what is a scraper and what it is used for.I also know how to scrape paint.But!!!!I will never do it again.Tiring.Well,talking about Cockroaches,it's not those black big types.Its those brown small types.Fly-able ones to be exact.Uff!!!There's Cocokroaches in the toilet and in the kitchen cupboard~~Yuck...
Well,no pictures will be uploaded today.Maybe tomorrow.
PS:Maybe I have a split personality..Who knows.I have a quiet character in school but a loud one at home.
Living in the world of lies,betrayal.Whatever it is,I don't think we can trust anyone when we are living in that kind of world.YOU can never be too loyal to a friendship because your friend might just HURT you..Been through it,I know it better!
Upset about results...F&N due...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 .
I don't seem to be energetic during school hours.I was kind of down since I went out of the house at 6.25am.Do you want to know why?Let me explain.I seriously thought that the time table will be as usual.Therefore,I brought my Social Studies Sec 4 textbook,Maths textbook and notebook.Do you know how heavy my bag is?Okay,whatever.When I reach school and my form teacher said that the time table was changed for the week.To my horror,F&N was the first 2 periods directly after silent reading.Just my luck.I thought that I could "run" away from handing the coursework up.My initial plan was to hand the coursework to her tomorrow,Wednesday.Just my luck...
On the other hand,my F&N results was not that very disappointing but my POA and Chemistry was terrifyingly disappointing.Well,I am not gonna hide my results.POA:40.5/100 Chemistry:30/50 F&N:30.5/40 MT:103/140 Eng:53/100
Other than that,the day went smoothly.I spent my time during recess eating with Fatin.In class,I had fun with my sister,Dee.We laughed at our own results."A1 student to C5 student"Okay.I know that's lame.I was absolutely tired when it was MT period.Why?I myself don't know.Well,I took a nap after putting on my earpiece and blasting the music.I was in my own world in less than 5 minutes.POA lesson was slow.I mean very slow.I just thought "I want to get out of school today!Hurry!".Well,frankly speaking,I really don't have any interest in continuing my studies.Despite of my lack of interest,I continue to study and I also tried to get back that interest.I know that education is the source of success.With a solid base,I am sure to be successful in life.Remember my first few posts?The red PS:?I did say that I was stuck in a decision.I thought I made up my mind but I was wrong.The decision became much more complicated.Here is what I am trying to decide.Do I want to continue with my O level or should I end my Secondary education and go for ITE?My mum says that I am at no loss if I go for O level.Why?She said that if I go for it,if I were to fail,at least I have and O level certificate,However,I think that it is a waste of my time to wait for another year before going to ITE.I asked Fatin but her suggestions were "If I prefer theory,Stay...If I prefer practical,ITE...".I do't care which one is which as I can adapt to the ways easily.That didn't help.I asked Dee and she told me to continue with my O level.That was not even helpful.I don't know but I feel like studying is not me but I don't think I have the guts or the heart to break the news to my mum and break her heart at the same time.She told me that I am the only one she can put hope on for a better life in the future...
Well,sorry for the long post but I got to end it here..Got to finish up my F&N first!
PS:I am serious now that I won't care what people think.I will speak what's on my mind.Like or hate it..It's up to you.I am tired of being unable to speak my mind.
Boring but troubled deep inside
Monday, May 18, 2009 .
I felt bored just now during the day.One of my relatives passed away so my mum told me to stay home while she attends the funeral.I spent time at home with Bii.Well,I did nothing much the whole day.My day is made up of VCDs/DVDs and the computer.I am currently waiting for the videos at mysoju.com.I finally decided to stop watching Boys Before Flowers.So now,the series I am watching is It Started With a Kiss.It's also a love story but in my opinion,the story itself is cute and certain scenes are sweet.
The troubled part is,I can't print my F&N coursework.The main problem is the date due is on 19 May 2009 which is tomorrow.What an unlucky period I am going through...Somebody SAVE me!Well,I am going to end it here.I got to finish watching this series.
PS:Some people are just jealous but they don't want to show it.What-ever!
Prologue to a new life
Sunday, May 17, 2009 .
I don't know if the title has a link to this post or not.Maybe it has some links to it to a certain extent.Well,I will be moving house soon.Most probably,by next week,21 May 09...No..I won't be moving on 21 May but my Bro Wan and my mum will be getting the key from it's owners.Then the re-decorating will be done.No,the house will not be renovated for some financial reasons.So,the house will only be re-decorated as in painting and the shifting in of the furniture.I won't be moving far from this curent rental house.However,the sad thing...I won't be living near my dad anymore.I will have to..no..I MUST VISIT him at least twice a week which includes an overnight stay.I am still in the midst of packing the items in the house.Thanks to my idiocy,I packed like 90% of my outing clothes.So I am only left with a few black thights,one blck blouse and one black/white blouse.Yea..As you guys can guess,my wardrobe is made up mainly of black or white clothings.I am looking forward to my new house but it is going to be a very exhaustive period.
Well,nothing really happen today other than the task of packing.My Bro Wan is doing his re-service.He came over just now.He have to have the letter from HDB in order to be released out from the re-service on 21 May o9.I also spend time watching Boys Before Flowers episode 12 - 14.Yesterday was also the premier of the Boys Before Flowers episode 1 - 2.However,the episode 2 was not complete.It should end when she used fabulous clothes and make up.In the cruise or something.Yesterday Kak Ina,my aunt came over with her friend,Abang Boy.Abang Boy helped to take off the ceiling fan and lights.You guys can call him the electrician-hero.Haha...Sorry Abang.I also chatted with Bii...Wait,wait..Bii is not my boyfriend alright.Bii is my precious 2nd brother.I know,calling my brother Bii is rude but I am used to it.Sorry Bii.Ok..Whatever..I'm tired..
PS:People around me always tend to be pretentious...
A rare outing
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Last Friday was a rare outing for me.Why?Well,frankly speaking..It is rare for me to have this kind of "Golden" opportunity.I am the hide-inside the house type of girl..Sometimes I think that going out often is a waste of money.Well,that outing was the 2nd or 3rd one in this year I must say..Outing with friends of course.Well,I made a last minute decision to go on an outing with Fatin,although the plan was made 2 days before the last paper for me.Since my mum wanted me to buy my concession stamp,might as well,I go out for a movie as a treat for my "hard" work throughout the whole examination period.The plan was for us to watch a movie however we didn't really make up our mind till the last minute.We decided to watch Angels & Demons.Its a cool movie.The phrase "Expect the Unexpected" actually comes true in this movie.Since we made up our mind in the last minutes of 2.30pm.we decided to watch the movie at slot 4.10pm.We got the back seats and boy was it comfortable...but cold.The movie ended at 6.30pm and I was late for sure.Mind you,I have a curfew...If I were to ever break the curfew...I will NEVER be able to enter the house..So I took the MRT back from Pasir Ris interchange to Paya Lebar before boarding bus No. 24.Well,I made it back home in a nick of time.Time:7.33pm.Phew!
Well,whatever it is,I am going to plan my time in the next outing.By the way,did I tell you that the god-damn MRT was kind of slow?Or was it just my anxious feeling?Who cares..
PS:It won't be my first nor my last time wearing that kind of clothes.There are other people who reveals more than they should...
Exam's burden over...but here comes the inevitable...
Thursday, May 14, 2009 .
Like the title says...I am finally done with the exams...I AM SO happy!I had POA paper 1 just now...Well,it was okay but I don't plan on passing POA because I know my paper 2 got such low marks so I don't expect any miracle to happen what-so-ever for that particular subject.My physics...I totally got nothing to say actually...Same goes for my Geography...English is not that bad...Malay...I'll give it an okay lah...E Maths is kind of better than my other subjects though...She told me that I passed my paper 2 or 1...I can't really remember that clearly...and the paper recently...I think I can pass that one but not with flying colours...My Chemistry...hmm...I think it is way better than Physics as ITS always better than Physics...I think that's all right?
Nu-uh...This is what I am thinking currently...No matter how happy I am about something...There is always something else that is inevitable...This inevitable thing makes me worry...F&N...My coursework is due on 19 May 09...I have to photocopy 3 time plans..I for the file,one for the folder...The other for myself...I was like "what the hell"...The practical is around the corner...I also found out about my marks for my F&N theory exam...I found out from one of the F&N students...Yeap..I am shocked and happy about my marks but I won't really trust the information about it until I really see the paper...(Some people in this world have __________and might not be happy with who we are and what we have...______ the information...HOWEVER!!!I am not implying this to anyone...I am just stating it in general...It's reality...)Oh yes...Talking about F&N practical...I have yet to go shopping for the ingredients to practice at home in order to build up my confidence...Anyone interested to accompany me???Nah...Just kidding...I always go shopping for F&N myself...Well...I'll end it here...I'm off to bed...TIRED...
PS:I think I made my decision...However...I won't be revealing it yet...
Updates for Today
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 .
I'm back like again for my second post of the day...Today's paper was E maths paper 2...At first,I was like "yea right" when she said that paper 2 uses more of our thinking skills but what she said actually came true...The paper was hard but not to the extent that it was undo-able...The first 3 qns was alright but out of the whole paper,I thought that qn 5 is extremely hard!I skipped it at first but I finished the paper half an hour before it was due.So I decided to work on it but I am NOT sure if I did it correctly or not.However,what shocked me the most was the qn that states that I must prove an equation.If i am not wrong it was qn 11.I managed to prove the equation in the final minutes of the exam.I hope that I can finally pass my maths this time round because I am sick and tired of always,ALWAYS failing that damn subject.
Well,went home with Fatin just now.Yup...Did nothing but just chatted about things while making our way to the bustop.Fatin,I really pity you but it's for your own good.I know it is supposed to be the last paper tomorrow but you need to continue going to school for another paper until Friday.Whatever it is,good luck and all the best.Jia You!!!!
The bus ride home was quite long.I really felt sleepy along the way.However,I was lucky that I have my precious handphone to entertain myself so as not to feel sleepy.I reached home after buying maggie mee to cook for my precious brother.So now I am blogging before continuing with my K-drama,Boys Before Flowers at mysoju.com...Well,I am going to start revising my POA after 7pm...
PS:I am so in trouble for not taking down the topics for tomorrow's paper.
DECISION,DECISION,DECISION
Updates about yesterday
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 .
As the title goes...Yesterday's paper was okay but my Qn 7 ( there was a question 7 right...uh...who cares ),I don't think my last qn will be marked.It a cross out for me...By the way,it was chemistry paper yesterday.Most of the qns were last years topics so I was going "What the hell""How should I know""I am so dead" like for the whole paper.Well,I only focused more on Sec 4 topics and didn't really paid much attention to my Sec 3 topics.So I might as well not think about it.
I also did my blog.Reverted to the old classic template in order to use the blogskins that I found quite interesting at blogskin.com.Yup,did some adjustments et cetera.Well,I don't know why I chose this skin but I think it goes with the blog's url...That's what I think.The song...Yea I know it's an old song but I missed this song...I got the music from the iwebmusic.com...Troublesome but they have tonnes of different song...This is for my dear friend Fatin...That is if your are on the net today and bloghopping...
1.You revert to old template...There's an icon that enables you to that.
2.Then,you choose the template that you want at blogskin.com
3.Make sure...you SAVE a copy of the format of the skin you chose.
4.You then add it on your blog...
5.Then,the rest you ask someone who knows how to do blogs...It's very complicated for me to explain to you on how to do it...
Well,got to go...I got to update about today...Later....
PS:Yea..I am stuck on the big decision that I think it may stay with me until I end my N levels...Sian...
Satisfied
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As you can see...my blog's done...The new format is troublesome but figured it out with the help of my precious brother...Thanks...Will link you soon.Well,basically,you will have to change the new format back to the old one...From layout to template...There will be a icon which stated "Revert to Classic Template".Then you can use what ever skin you like...Well,I like this skin so I use it...
Well whatever it is,I added a tagboard already so if you guys anything to say,feel free to do so at the tagboard.Spammers are also welcome...One things for sure,I don't entertain what you spammers say cause its ur opinion.I don't give a damn bout it...F&n is still not done and that I am still studying for tomorrow's Higher Order skills Maths paper 2...Well,I am done for now..Got to study for maths paper 2.Updates will be done tomorrow...Ciao...
P.S:I passed my maths paper 1 but got to gdo better for paper 2.Jia You!!
:::I am stuck in this big decision...
Trouble...
Saturday, May 9, 2009 .
P.S:You guys got to watch the dram.It starts on 16 may 09 at 9.15pm..It 2 episodes per night...
:::Without moving on,you'll be left behind
Another Day of Distractions
Friday, May 8, 2009 .
F&n still needs amendments.I won't be doing it for now.Maybe tomorrow and send it to her via mail.Well,just started doing a blog today.I can't seem to let out anywhere else...so...here I am.Blogskin will be done soon enough.Yeap..I'll end it here...From the looks of it,my results will be going down hill.A1 to B3...Got to go...Mum's going to go chuckoo if I don't stop now...
p.s:Life got to move on...You'll be stranded if you don't..