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Upset about results...F&N due...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 .
I don't seem to be energetic during school hours.I was kind of down since I went out of the house at 6.25am.Do you want to know why?Let me explain.I seriously thought that the time table will be as usual.Therefore,I brought my Social Studies Sec 4 textbook,Maths textbook and notebook.Do you know how heavy my bag is?Okay,whatever.When I reach school and my form teacher said that the time table was changed for the week.To my horror,F&N was the first 2 periods directly after silent reading.Just my luck.I thought that I could "run" away from handing the coursework up.My initial plan was to hand the coursework to her tomorrow,Wednesday.Just my luck...
On the other hand,my F&N results was not that very disappointing but my POA and Chemistry was terrifyingly disappointing.Well,I am not gonna hide my results.POA:40.5/100 Chemistry:30/50 F&N:30.5/40 MT:103/140 Eng:53/100
Other than that,the day went smoothly.I spent my time during recess eating with Fatin.In class,I had fun with my sister,Dee.We laughed at our own results."A1 student to C5 student"Okay.I know that's lame.I was absolutely tired when it was MT period.Why?I myself don't know.Well,I took a nap after putting on my earpiece and blasting the music.I was in my own world in less than 5 minutes.POA lesson was slow.I mean very slow.I just thought "I want to get out of school today!Hurry!".Well,frankly speaking,I really don't have any interest in continuing my studies.Despite of my lack of interest,I continue to study and I also tried to get back that interest.I know that education is the source of success.With a solid base,I am sure to be successful in life.Remember my first few posts?The red PS:?I did say that I was stuck in a decision.I thought I made up my mind but I was wrong.The decision became much more complicated.Here is what I am trying to decide.Do I want to continue with my O level or should I end my Secondary education and go for ITE?My mum says that I am at no loss if I go for O level.Why?She said that if I go for it,if I were to fail,at least I have and O level certificate,However,I think that it is a waste of my time to wait for another year before going to ITE.I asked Fatin but her suggestions were "If I prefer theory,Stay...If I prefer practical,ITE...".I do't care which one is which as I can adapt to the ways easily.That didn't help.I asked Dee and she told me to continue with my O level.That was not even helpful.I don't know but I feel like studying is not me but I don't think I have the guts or the heart to break the news to my mum and break her heart at the same time.She told me that I am the only one she can put hope on for a better life in the future...
Well,sorry for the long post but I got to end it here..Got to finish up my F&N first!
PS:I am serious now that I won't care what people think.I will speak what's on my mind.Like or hate it..It's up to you.I am tired of being unable to speak my mind.